Worthiness – From Belief to Knowing
I deserve. I allow. I receive. We deserve.
We allow. We receive. Worthiness. We could talk about worthiness for the rest of our
lives, because it is the most important subject there is. Being worthy. You cannot have a
thing until you believe you actually deserve the thing. The Universe responds to our inner
most thoughts. Nothing more. You can’t say that you want a powerful, beautiful, sexy
man who is going to sweep you off your feet, while you secretly believe that all men are
dogs. And even when you do give your heart away that they always cheat on you. WHOA.
How many of us have had that story running through our brains? That’s not true. It’s
true because you say it is. Thought leads to experience, which leads to thought, which
leads to experience, which leads to thought. So you become justified in your self-conversation.
“See? I gave my heart and he cheated.” The same thing happens with the next one and
the one after that. The Universe is just saying “YES” because you don’t believe you
deserve it. We must deal with what’s happening inside us. We have to move from belief to
knowing. Here’s what I mean by that: when you’re in bed and all the lights are out
and you reach for the drawer next to you, you know the drawer is there. You don’t
believe it’s there, you know it’s there. You can reach for it in the darkness. That’s
what we’re moving toward in our lives right now. Knowing that all you desire is on the
other side of your willingness to be uncomfortable. William Faulkner said, “Only when you are
willing to lose sight of the shore shall you discover new horizons.” Only when we are
willing to jump off the ledge will we discover that mate, that job, all the magic that it
is to be a human being. It’s not about efforting. It’s not about all the doing and stuff like
that, this is about everything in our beingness. Knowing that love is all there is. We are
reflections of the Most High. As Juliet said in Shakespeare, “My bounty is as boundless
as the sea, my love as deep. The more I give to thee, the more I have. For both are infinite.”
We are infinite. Infinite beings. Here to discover all that is encoded within us when
we first came about. All the blocks, the BS, the muck, all the stories we tell ourselves
about not being enough that gets in the way. You ARE enough. There’s no other reason,
other than you, of why you deserve to have all that the Universe has to provide. It is
your birthright. It’s not on anybody else, but you. Walk toward all that scares you.
Lose sight of