NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO + Receiving the golden play button! – Vlog 36


I’m out here all alone
in the middle of the night, but still I just feel So good.
[Laughs] It’s so beautiful. The moonlight is
so strong tonight, and I’m really thankful for that because otherwise it would be
total darkness. It’s so heavy to walk
with all my camera equipment and all my stuff. This is the second time I walk. Okay, let’s go. [Flashlight Clicks] [Door Clicks Shut] Here’s our bathroom!
[Laughs] It has everything you need. [Water Rushing] [excited noises]
this is so beautiful! It’s a full moon tonight. I don’t know how I could have
this awesome timing to be here when it’s full moon. You see I’m shaking
so much right now because I fell down in this hole
and it was really deep. The snow was covering this hole
so I didn’t see it at all, and I had all
my camera equipment on and I was carrying that bag
so I was really heavy. I have only slept
for like three hours the last two days. But it’s so weird
because I don’t feel tired at all. I just feel so energized. I use these snowshoes
so that I can walk wherever I want to,
no matter how deep the snow is. It’s kind of creepy here because
when you walk a little bit out on the ice, you can fall down in like really deep holes. I’ve done that twice now
and it’s it’s a bit scary. This freaks me out.
[Laughs] So I’m here at our cottage
in the mountains right now and I have already been here
for a couple of days. [Crow Caws]
[Laughs] [Distant Caw] [Imitates Caw] [Caw Replies] Okay, sorry for that.
So yeah. I felt that I needed
to do something else and see something new
to get some new inspiration. After Christmas and New Year’s,
I felt really empty. I had no inspiration. I just felt tired
and I don’t know, I felt that I needed
to boost myself with some new energy. So I’m just really happy
that we have this cottage here so I can just go here
for a couple of days and I’m just out filming all this
from sunrise to sunset, and then in the evenings,
I’m just editing films, making music or you know, working on different things
and I really like it. So now I don’t feel
so stuck anymore. Now I feel like the energy
has started moving again, but actually,
I’m gonna go home today because I’m gonna go
to Stockholm, and the capital of Sweden, the total opposite
to this place. I very rarely go to Stockholm
or to any city at all. I just really don’t like
the city so much, but now I’m gonna go there
and I actually look forward to it. I’m gonna go to Stockholm
to meet up with Sonia, who’s my contact person
on YouTube For like one and a half year, I’ve been part
of something called “YouTube Partner Program,” which is like online education
on YouTube. Almost every second month
or something, I have a Skype meeting
with Sonia. She works on YouTube and she helps me
understand YouTube better. We go through my analytics
to understand my audience and my videos and everything, and I also get to know
more about the latest updates or if there’s any
important things to know. When you reach 1 million
subscribers on YouTube, you receive a gift on YouTube, which is called
“Golden Play Button.” I’m basically going to Stockholm
to meet up with Sonia and receive
my Golden Play Button, and we’re also gonna
have dinner afterwards to celebrate. Yay! So I better start packing
all my stuff because it takes a while
to get to the car now because you can’t drive
to the cottage because of all the snow. So I have to go back
and forth many times with all my stuff. So I see you in Stockholm. Now I’m at the hotel
in Stockholm and I’ve been sleepin
for an hour and because I was so tired. I didn’t sleep at all last night and I didn’t sleep on a train so Yeah. But now I feel ready. I’m gonna go out now
and meet up with Sonia. I am always so confused
when I’m in the city, I don’t know really
where I’m going. Okay, I think we are here now. There she is. Hey! [Speaking in Swedish] It’s a long journey] Looks good! Hey It feels so good
to be back home again. I just don’t feel like
myself in the city, but I had a great time there. First I met up with Sonia
at the Google office in Stockholm and I received
he golden play button, which is a huge! I didn’t thought
it was gonna be so big. so I had to carry around
in my arms all the evening. So after that,
we went to eat some dinner and we went to an exhibition and then I actually
went back home in the evening next
day with the train. So now my golden play button
is hanging here on the wall,
and thank you guys again for 1 million subscribers. It’s crazy. So if I have a shitty day, I can just look
at that golden play button and think of all of you guys. It feels like I have
1 million people that’s got my back and that’s a good feeling. So, thank you guys. So Every time I’ve been
to a city for a few days, I always feel like I fall in love
with my home again when I get back. It’s such a big contrast
and when I’m in a city, I always get reminded
of how I felt before I moved here. When I’m in a city, I feel like I get disconnected
from something. It’s like I no more
have access to a huge part of myself,
of who I am. Iit feels like I just shrimp,
shrimp… “Shrink”? I mean shrink. So when I lived in Gothenburg
before I moved here, I remember, I always felt like
I had something inside of me that wanted to bloom out, but I just didn’t have
the right conditions to do that. It felt like
the city distracted me and enclosed me down in a way, but when I moved here, I immediately felt
how something opened up and I still feel
that same feeling every time I go to a city
and then I go back home again. I feel it’s so strong how
something closes down in the city and then when I come here,
it’s like Something opens up. I received all these ideas
that just comes flowing in a way. I can’t- I don’t know how to describe it,
but I feel it’s so strong. I am sure that so many
of you guys can relate to this because I know I have so many
followers who also love nature. So it’s actually kind of good
to go to city sometimes because it gives me perspective. I love to live far away
from traffic and rush hours and shopping centers
and coffee shops and street lights. Instead I have all this space
to myself. I can expand how much I want. I can run in any direction. I don’t bump into anyone. I can breathe this fresh air
every day, every season. And I can listen to the silence,
and the birds, and the wind. And I can see the stars
and the Northern Lights, and I really want
to remind myself to feel grateful
for this every single day because it’s truly
one of the biggest gifts I ever got in life,
to live like this. So this is the first vlog
in 2020 and before I end this vlog, I thought it would
be a good opportunity to ease my heart
to talk with you about something that I’ve been feeling really
bad about for a long time. It’s actually a feeling
that I’ve had for many years, but it’s definitely got worse
the last year and I just don’t
know how to solve it. I’ve been carrying around
this feeling in my heart that there is hundreds
or even thousands of people that are disappointed on me. And now it might sound
like a really serious problem, but it’s not. I’m aware
hat it’s mostly in my head or in my heart maybe And I’m sure
that a lot of you will think that this is not a big deal. But for me it is. It’s been a big deal
and I realize now that I don’t want to bring
this heavy feeling in my heart. Into this new year, I need
to find a way to deal with this and to let go of it. The only way to
let go of this feeling is to share this with you
and to explain and hopefully reach out
to as many people as possible that are affected
by this in some way. you will understand soon. I started to become more active
here on YouTube like one and a half year ago, and my channel grew really,
really quick. Or for me at least,
it’s really quick. And one thing that happens
when you reach millions of people around the world is
that you of course receive much, much more
emails and messages and in comments, and something we also received
a lot is letters and gifts from people, like
from all over the world. You have no idea
how many beautiful mails and letters and gifts
that we have received. It’s-I can’t find the
words to describe. It’s like my heart melts
every day. There are so many people
that, you know, put their heart
and soul into something and give us or share with us,
they open up their heart. There’s so much love. And now you might think
“What’s the problem with that?” And with that It’s no problem. That’s just so beautiful. And we are so grateful. The problem is that I have felt
so bad for so long now that I have not been able
to answer and give thanks to all these people. And I guess most
of you definitely understand that you can’t have the time to answer every one personally
it’s impossible and for me, it’s no problem when it comes
to like my social platforms. I am totally aware
that everyone understands that I can’t answer
all the comments and stuff, but when people have put
so much time and effort in writing us a letter
or sending us a gift that they made themselves
or something like that. Then I have a really hard time to receive that
without giving thanks personally, and it would not be
impossible to answer if it was only once in a while
but it’s like hundreds of mails and letters and
gifts every week, and it has only become more
and more now, this last year. And I have been wondering
how other people deal with that, like big celebrities or people
that have millions of followers, Because I’m sure
I’m not the only one receiving hundreds of fan mails
and letters every week. And I guess it’s something
you have to learn to deal with, but still I think, it doesn’t matter how many
millions of followers you have, you will always
be the same person. I will always be Jonna, the same person. I will always feel
a natural reaction to want to give thanks to someone
that gives me something beautiful. I want to show my appreciation. It has come to a point now when
it’s even hard to find the time to read everything. And when we receive letters
and gifts, I don’t just want
to open them immediately, like in the kitchen
and rush away, I want to open them
when I really have time to be present, and read
and take it in with my heart. So sometimes it even takes weeks
before I open a letter, But then it has come
hundreds of more and I feel this wave of love
from all these people, But I feel stuck
because I don’t know how can I show
them my appreciation because it is impossible for me to write back to them all personally
and thank them. And if I do decide to write back
to someone to thank them, It’s not that I can write
something in three minutes and be like:
“thank you so much.” It’s like it takes an
hour for me to write. So yeah,
this is why I felt so bad. My biggest fear is
that there are people out there that thinks that I didn’t
appreciate their gift or their letter or their mail, because I never wrote back
or said thank you. It would totally break
my heart if that’s the case, because it’s the opposite. I feel so much gratitude
and appreciation, and that’s
why I feel so having my heart, because I don’t know
how to deal with this. I don’t know what to do! I save every single letter
and gift that we receive. I have a big box of letters from people
that have wrote to us. And, you know,
I feel so much gratitude but the other side of this is that I feel like I’ve made
so many people disappointed because I have not even said
Thank you, but I am totally aware
that 99% of all the people that gives us something
or write of something, they just want to share it. They just want
to give us something. Tthey don’t expect anything back. And I try to convince myself
that but still, it’s hard. I have really tried
my best to thank people but it has become impossible because if I have some time over
and I think that maybe I can answer
two or three people tonight, and then I open this
box of letters and I’m like: “where-where should I begin?” “Who should I answer?” And I just get overwhelmed.
I’m like: Some weeks ago, I realized that I can’t go around
feeling bad because of this. Because I can’t solve it. I can’t deal with it.
It’s not gonna be easier. So I thought that it was
time to share this with you and explain how it is. So I really hope that If you
have ever sent me anything, like a mail or a message
or a letter or a gift and you have not even
received a simple thank you, It’s not
because I’m not thankful. I am so thankful
and I wish with all my heart that I could have told you
that personally, but the situation
is overwhelming and I can’t
so I’m sorry for that. It would mean so much to me if I knew that
everyone understands so that I can let go of this Heavy feeling in my heart that I that I have
disappointed people. so now you know and it
already feels easier in my heart. Since it’s impossible
for me to reach out to all of you have
writing to me personally, I have to learn to think
in another way. Maybe I can think that a way of giving thanks
is to just continue doing what made the person
write to me in the beginning. To continue doing my
videos or music or whatever. I hope you can see it that way. So yeah, it feels better now
that I have told you this. Hopefully you will understand
and I will try my best now to let go of this heavy feeling
of not being enough and learn to deal with this
in a much better way. That sounds like a good plan. Something else I want
to learn this year is to play this instrument. I actually played it
in my previous video, the frozen call video,
just a really short tune. This is an old Viking
instrument called Bukkehorn or Bockhorn,
it’s a goat horn or goat antler, I don’t know what you say. And the sound is so ancient. It’s so raw in a way. I love it For many many years,
I wanted to have this instrument. it’s honestly the hardest instrument
I’ve ever tried to play, but I really want to learn. I started practicing
a while ago, but I usually want to be alone
when you practice it because otherwise,
my poor family is gonna listen to this sound and
if you can’t play it, you sound like a sick elephant. But I can do
like one clear tone now. But there’s like
many different tones that you can learn to play and the higher the tones,
the harder it is to learn. But this year I’m gonna learn
to play the Bokkehorn. So I look forward
to make a video later where I play a whole song
that I made, that’s gonna be fun. All right folks. Enough talking for today. I’m gonna start editing
this vlog now. Thank you so much
for watching this video and I love you guys. Thank you
for always inspiring me to make more videos
and learn more. Now I wish you a wonderful week
and I see you soon again. Bye. Bye!

100 Comments

  1. Gene Fox

    February 15, 2020 at 1:10 pm

    Dont feel bad there is no way for you to answer us all !!!! You have a life with your husband and family of your own!! Your a true inspiration to all on life you have a heart of gold as does your husband god bless you and all your family

  2. NYCGirl Rdu

    February 15, 2020 at 4:21 pm

    Congrats! I can't think of another YouTube Content Creator that deserves it [7:55] more! Your channel is such a breath of fresh air.

  3. SANDY BROCKMEYER

    February 15, 2020 at 4:55 pm

    Jonna l absolutely Love your channel and so glad you are speaking English it's excellent by the way. You have so many gifts of talent and you have such a deep appreciation for nature itself.
    But you never mentioned anything about God. My belief is that he created you and me and all there is…..for incredible is your life is and what you have made of it.
    I hope that you would let God in your life he would certainly completed and keep you and your fiance safe under his watch. Something to think about whatever you decide. He will always be with you in spirit to keep you safe and when you are troubled. When you look into the sky you will see the artist that He is. Couldn't help but reach out to you this way. I love everything your channel is about you couldn't do any better than you do .
    It's incredible !! Thank You !!!!! ❤️

  4. Sonia Coman

    February 15, 2020 at 7:01 pm

    Tack Jonna du är so fint och lugnt du hjälper mig att slappna av från varje dag problemet 🙏❤️🤗🌺🌺🌺🌺🥰

  5. David Miorgan

    February 16, 2020 at 1:05 am

    You should be breeding, your enemies certainty are!

  6. Phanessa Laines

    February 16, 2020 at 6:51 am

    I'm a 2nd-year college student, and this college life feels exhausting and so stressful because of the pressure and expectations that someone set on me. I feel empty and I can't still find myself, but I do believe that it takes time to reach my goal which is to know my self better than anyone else. I'm still in progress, everyone does. And I was about to be hopeless about my future but this video inspired me so much. Thank you very much for sharing your worth experience, you gave me an idea how to keep moving forward.

    I don't know how and when but it will be worth it. Thanks a lot!

  7. Rebecca Barlow

    February 16, 2020 at 9:24 am

    11:10 yep

  8. ANDROGYNE ART

    February 16, 2020 at 3:21 pm

    Russian subs is full of mistakes

  9. Эрих Хонеккер

    February 16, 2020 at 5:18 pm

    ничего не делай,милая девушка.Просто живи)))

  10. krokodill krokodil

    February 16, 2020 at 6:42 pm

    Hi. your videos are very beautiful and impressive as well as you. you do a good job. a breathtaking place where you live. greetings for you from ireland 🔥🏔❄❄❄👍

  11. ٰ ٰ

    February 17, 2020 at 3:11 pm

    Thank you for 60FPS

  12. Laniakea XI

    February 17, 2020 at 4:18 pm

    When you talked about how you feel in a city, I started to cry. I feel like I don’t belong into the city world either. I grew up in French countryside and the only reason I am living in a city now is work. For months now, I am asking myself how could I manage to have the life that I truly, deeply want. And I still don’t know and it’s freaking me out because I don’t want to spend my life waiting for the opportunity to do so. I just want to be in the wild, with nature and that’s all. I don’t give up yet but yes… that makes me really sad.

  13. Margarita Bedikyan

    February 17, 2020 at 6:02 pm

    Спасибо за такие видео. ❤

  14. Константин Летний

    February 17, 2020 at 7:27 pm

    Супер Красиво 👍🏻🔥

  15. Mei Mei

    February 17, 2020 at 8:26 pm

    Have you maybe considered opening mail on camera or stream or in a chat of some sort if the senders are ok with it, as a way to say thank you all at once? Not that you need to i dont believe anyone expects anything back, but it could be a relaxing and laid back way to let people know that you recieved their letters, and an easier way to respond to mail instead of personally writing letters back to everyone. Just an idea 🙂

  16. Big Ben

    February 17, 2020 at 11:32 pm

    Congratulations on your button, I have found you only the last few days and the energy and spirituality you radiate is so beautiful, my soul is at peace when I watch your videos,. Please take care and keep safe when you're in the forest

  17. Big Ben

    February 17, 2020 at 11:39 pm

    You have done all you need to do, we all understand, please accept in your heart that people only want to show their love and don't need to have individual thanks

  18. SANDY BROCKMEYER

    February 18, 2020 at 12:52 am

    Jonna, Don't let it be heavy on your heart. We see how humble and kind your are. You radiate joy and kindness. Your gift to us is watching your videos. Your way of living is our escape it's so wholesome and beautiful surroundings we will never see in person. Your so interesting so real and creative in so many ways
    That is our gift from you.
    You need not worry your pretty little head. Let it go into your beautiful world set it free.
    We love you no matter what.
    Your so genuine ! We Love You ❤️

  19. Ariana Fernandez

    February 18, 2020 at 7:19 am

    It's heartbreaking here from where I live. One can afford to live in the mountains but one cannot simply do that because rebels can attack anytime, and killings are the unexpected neighbors. Even the heritage is dying because people are too busy in the city to care much about the provinces.

    Watching some people like you living such peace grants a piece of serenity in me. Keep living and staying true 💕

  20. Simone Schultz

    February 18, 2020 at 10:32 am

    JJ, I think in this day and age there is more and more pressure to be “perfect”. I think the pressure to be perfect is more and more prevalent. We as humans can strive to great things but I feel the pressure at young ages can contribute to the development of anxiety. I have felt the way you do on occasion in my life.
    The honesty and beauty you provide to the utube community is a great gift. No need to apologize your channel content is your gift.

  21. Sakura Pablo

    February 18, 2020 at 3:02 pm

    I would love to walk around within that snow, with old world clothes and with sheep skin boots, with a wool cloak. Something about it, would feel unique.

  22. Ashley DiDonato

    February 18, 2020 at 8:12 pm

    You are such an inspiration, Jonna. I’ve been a fan of yours for years, and it’s been such a joy to see you bloom. And encouraging to my own blooming…. There is a major shift happening right now. More and more of us are heeding the call to reconnect to nature. Which is simply us reconnecting to ourselves.
    Surely your soul has you here in this time to be a catalyst for that process to many. And I just love love love the way you blend it with modern technology. I have such a desire to do both as well. I’m pulled towards wanting a more simple way of being, but I also enjoy our modern day social platforms as a means to create. Thank you for proving that we can exist as one with nature and still expand creatively. 💕

  23. Brian Ho

    February 19, 2020 at 7:17 am

    What a sweet melody!

  24. AnnaK

    February 19, 2020 at 8:02 am

    Din kanal är verkligen 'one of a kind'. Man mår bra i själen, och ofta fäller jag en tår, blir så berörd av dessa vackra vyer. Jag tror att många av oss som lever i dagens moderna, uppkopplade samhälle behöver backa tillbaka till våra rötter, mer eller mindre, både för vårat inre välmående men också för naturens skull.
    Jag blir också så inspirerad när jag ser dig måla, vill ta upp det igen. 🤗🍀🌼

  25. Northwindforge

    February 19, 2020 at 12:45 pm

    You being you is the real reason most of us are here, as long as that stays real you have nothing to feel bad about 🙂

  26. Павел Неизвестный

    February 19, 2020 at 2:02 pm

    Магическое место у вас рядом с домом . Очень завораживает. Как зовут вашего кота ? 🙂

  27. елена головина

    February 19, 2020 at 7:09 pm

    ++++!!!!

  28. CaliRose

    February 19, 2020 at 7:21 pm

    Jonna,
    I'm sitting here in my apartment in Vacaville California USA. I'm sure I can speak for so many in that the videos you make and share with us are so beautiful! We can see how much work you put into them to make them just perfect the way you want them so that they convey to us everything your wanting to say, hear and feel with them. Its not like a video we would take. These are productions. Your editing and choice of music, choosing what to share and what not to all of that takes time and care. The fact that you want to share the beauty of where you live and let us be a part of your lives with us and the care that you put into it shows us your love. So be assured that we all know how much you love us. I thank God for your gift and I'm SO thankful that you care enough to share it. You know that feeling you get when in the city? Well alot of the world feels that way, but you take us away from that to a place of quiet, peace, incredible beauty and full of love with you and Johan (sorry spelling), sweet sweet Nanuk and kitty. Honestly its therapeutic what you do for us. So your Vlogs are your love and trust me, we feel it. Thank your husband also for being such a sweetheart and being a part of it and being ok with sharing your lives with the world. Please give that sweet Nanuk hugs and kisses for me. He melts my heart. 🐶kitty too. 🐱 🌻🌻🌻
    Pamela in California ⚘⚘⚘

  29. Nadya Bykova

    February 19, 2020 at 7:32 pm

    Огромная благодарность за русские титры.Ты необыкновенная.Столько радости даришь.Не похожа ни на кого!Я даже дышать иногда забываю,когда вижу природу твоими глазами.Сердечное спасибо.

  30. iwestin

    February 19, 2020 at 8:43 pm

    Tack❣️
    För att jag kan uppleva allt detta genom dig……❤️❤️❤️🧚‍♂️

  31. Mindfulness Amitaba

    February 19, 2020 at 9:08 pm

    😊😊🙏

  32. Night Bleeding

    February 19, 2020 at 10:58 pm

    Sweden 50+ cm snow France wishing to have 1 cm of snow 😅

  33. Litivious Spartus

    February 20, 2020 at 12:42 am

    I figured out your true identity…..you are one of the fairy folk, I'm sure of it.

  34. Clare Polson

    February 20, 2020 at 12:45 am

    Every other YouTube gets angry when birds or planes interrupt. Jonna tried to communicate with them. How pure is that?

  35. Night Howler

    February 20, 2020 at 1:17 am

    Hi jonna, i would love if u can see my video,the sourse of the video is from your video ,i hope u like it!❤️☺️
    https://youtu.be/bPqiXyVr4qs

  36. alia ismail

    February 20, 2020 at 1:21 am

    The feeling of not being judge is the best thing ever

  37. LadyLucidity

    February 20, 2020 at 2:03 am

    Grattis! Grattis! Och…GRATTIS!

  38. Brandy Shannon

    February 20, 2020 at 2:30 am

    Your video..your world..is life…as it should be…so jealous..my eyes will only witness something that is this soul touching when my time on earth is done.thank you for sharing..god bless:)

  39. Alex Yar

    February 20, 2020 at 6:43 am

    🖤 from Ukraine

  40. Laura Martinkiene

    February 20, 2020 at 8:31 am

    I love the story of your Life!!!

  41. Rida Yuliani

    February 20, 2020 at 12:50 pm

    Your homeland like narnia in real life, love all your videos

  42. Shikelya

    February 20, 2020 at 6:22 pm

    Thank you for your honesty and thank you for creating. You are a wonderful soul.
    But I see it this way – you give us so much of yourself, you are putting so much work into your videos and other art and you are giving us a present with every video.
    The people that are sending you a mail, a letter or a gift are saying "Thank you" this way.
    I don't think anyone is disappointed, please let go of that heavy burden you are carrying with you. And thank you for creating and sharing.

  43. Sencha Tee

    February 20, 2020 at 9:40 pm

    Your gratitude and appreciation is abundant and ever clear. Thank YOU.

  44. Yana Karpyuk

    February 20, 2020 at 10:41 pm

    Супер 👏

  45. queralt oliver

    February 20, 2020 at 10:50 pm

    Hey Jonna you shouldn't feel bad for that…you give us so so much just by making these beautiful videos. You are an inspiration to many xx

  46. Sally Hils

    February 21, 2020 at 7:48 am

    I understand Jonna <3

  47. book princess

    February 21, 2020 at 11:11 am

    You got it: YOU gave something special to me/us. And therefore I / we send you letters, mails and gifts.

    We have to thank – not the other way around.
    Take care
    God bless you💙❄💙

  48. و تلك الأيام

    February 21, 2020 at 11:51 am

    Jonna I wish that you read about ISLAM

  49. Anna Hedlund

    February 21, 2020 at 1:38 pm

    Älskar att följa dig och känna varför jag är så tacksam att vara svensk, att du lyfter det vackra med vårt land tillsammans med din man och ni är underbara! Ljus och styrka till er, unika människor🕊🌸💖

  50. Pema Chötso

    February 21, 2020 at 3:31 pm

    No disappointment at all! On the contrary, you are such a source of inspiration, kkndness, compassion, and creativity…I love your videos! Your energy is amazing! Thank you!!

  51. Eurika Žalandauskienė

    February 21, 2020 at 4:59 pm

    When i feeling sad, i just wached your vlog's. Then i feel better. Your videos makes me good for all day. Thank you for that you let me see yours world other eyes to nature. You deserve it. Best wishes from Lithuania.

  52. Artie Ash

    February 21, 2020 at 9:44 pm

    You are an artist. Perhaps you can find a way to collage the things you receive. Transform the letters/cards etc. into art.

  53. S NM

    February 22, 2020 at 12:19 am

    I'm from indonesia…
    I love nature,
    And i like your video, inspiration, amazing…❤❤❤

  54. Mridula Mishra

    February 22, 2020 at 2:25 pm

    Congrats

  55. Mridula Mishra

    February 22, 2020 at 2:45 pm

    This instrument sounds like shankh .I INDIA we blow in religious ritual .shankha is a conch shell found in lndian ocean

  56. Mridula Mishra

    February 22, 2020 at 2:45 pm

    You are very beautiful.love you

  57. newchiche

    February 22, 2020 at 8:10 pm

    when I was a very young pupil, at school, I painted christmas winter landscapes in class with the teacher and other pupil I remember, similar pictures I see on your video from your beautiful Sweden

  58. Tayna Delmar

    February 22, 2020 at 11:07 pm

    That lake is really big. I love all the pictures of the lake…

  59. YatieR Sheikh

    February 23, 2020 at 9:42 am

    No polar bear there night time coz worry when u alone outside😌😊

  60. Sara Parodi

    February 23, 2020 at 4:45 pm

    I've only just started to follow you both on Instagram and here, and to me you are a great inspiration. I am an Italian 30-year-old who has been in love with the Great North for many many years and is still trying to get to live there eventually, so you understand how inspiring your channel is to me. Of course I understand you cannot be a sort of answering machine, otherwise you could not live in the moment of your dream and create so many beautiful contents!
    I think respecting people's space is very important, especially when someone shares so much with us. So, no worries, at least on my tiny part 🙂
    Your work is amazing!
    Sara

  61. francine Proulx

    February 23, 2020 at 5:37 pm

    Love your videos. You do not have to reply……it's ok.

  62. Shirley Hook

    February 23, 2020 at 9:51 pm

    My dear Jonna, What you do here on You Tube is more than enough thank to us because you share your life your love for Sweden your love for all of us. So stop stressing yourself out for not being able to say something to everyone that writes you and tells you how much you mean to all of us for what you do here. My sweet child I am 71 and live in Georgia USA and you have been the best part of my time spent here looking and feeling the love you put in every video. So when you come here know that we love you and thank you for what you share with us. You are such a talent so keep your head up and love what you do and where you are you are truly bless You and your husband are loved by all of us here and also your fur babies. So keep on keeping on and enjoy your life as I know you do. Love and hugs to you and your. God bless and speed be with you every step of the way love you my sweet girl blessing

  63. nhcaesar

    February 24, 2020 at 3:10 am

    You should never feel guilty about not being able to respond to each person that writes a comment, a letter or sends a gift. They are simply thanking YOU for sharing your heart, your soul, and your feelings so openly with all of us. Your videos are always filled with the beauty of the nature around you, and you show people that THINGS don't bring you happiness. You just need to live simply, in harmony with nature. You are a blessing to all of us, so please revel in that fact!

  64. Hương Trà

    February 24, 2020 at 12:59 pm

    So beautiful ♥️ From Vietnam with love

  65. Sander A.

    February 24, 2020 at 1:11 pm

    maybe you could try to do a ho' oponopono for healing your feelings and cleaning out thoughts. so that you don't have these negative emotions. it works immediately – well, of course it depends on for how long you are carrying these feelings with you and how deep you want to go.
    thank you for your energy of love

  66. Tom Mills

    February 25, 2020 at 2:08 am

    Everyone Understands!! You can let it go for good………

  67. Wes Davies

    February 25, 2020 at 6:46 am

    Never apologize for that. I know you'll never see this but it makes me feel good to write these words of how your beautiful spirit makes me happy when I might have had a hard day, and someone else that watches your channel will agree with me and know they are not alone feeling your love. Your awesome and I appreciate your videos, never stop, because you always remind me that most of us are good people! 💛💜

  68. Neha Singh

    February 25, 2020 at 1:16 pm

    You are a motivational speaker and you motivates me every time i watch your video. 😁

  69. Joachim Petersson

    February 25, 2020 at 9:42 pm

    Wow, grattis! Sån tavla vill jag med ha, men det kommer nog ta tid. 🙁 Men glad för din skull!!

  70. Pernilla S

    February 25, 2020 at 11:53 pm

    They give. you the gift of emails or gifts because you already gave them yours

  71. whoelseeverdiedforyou ?

    February 26, 2020 at 4:03 am

    Dear Child, Peace be upon you. the way to best show thanks, is to just continue what you do 🙂 We all watch your videos because we love you, your creativity, and all you're about. It's a privilege to share your heart with you. Simply letting us into your world…the world you love and the love you share, that's our gift from you, everytime you share something new. God bless you. Be at peace and just know you're loved. Thank you for being a rare gift of beauty and love……..the sweedish angel.

  72. Bonnie Doyle

    February 26, 2020 at 1:42 pm

    Jonna…all I see you do is so precious, beautiful and brilliant. It has given me a different look at life, it gives me the want and desires to be more creative in life. Thank you…God bless.

  73. Yagami Light

    February 26, 2020 at 5:36 pm

    Very beautiful 🙏🏻🤩
    جميل جداً 🙏🏻🤩

  74. Mira drawing ميرا

    February 26, 2020 at 8:34 pm

    Hope u all the best

  75. Eva Laetitia

    February 26, 2020 at 11:08 pm

    Hi Jonna, don't be afraid to disappoint people, you give us so much inspiration ! Because of you I will give more spaces for my passions in my life, you remember me how much is important to follow our heart. So thank you from the bottom of my heart 💜

  76. Mona Baldwin

    February 27, 2020 at 12:33 am

    Your soul is truly beautiful, it is us that are thankful for how you have positively touched our heats and lives.
    Be yourself, live in grace and thankfulness and thank you for allowing us to share in your life. Warm loving hugs from Vermont .

  77. aien xv

    February 27, 2020 at 4:20 am

    Hello from philippines🇵🇭

  78. peaceful Fury

    February 27, 2020 at 4:51 am

    Good Job little one!

  79. Jeff Morton

    February 27, 2020 at 6:35 am

    Awe water drops on my face..I read the letter, when I got to your bigger than vancouver I lost it a bit..Not just because I live in vancouver Washington, because you've worked so hard and stayed faithful to your fan base..Congrates..

  80. The Dutch Healing Academy

    February 28, 2020 at 4:24 pm

    What to do to show graditude.. well you just did!

  81. Christine Givens

    February 29, 2020 at 11:27 pm

    You are brilliant. Love your channel. xx

  82. James Trueblood

    March 1, 2020 at 12:21 am

    Astrologically there are certain places on this planet that we all can thrive and places and energies that rub us the wrong way and suppress our highest vibration

  83. turtle rabbit kim

    March 1, 2020 at 2:24 pm

    There is nothing odd about not thanking thousands of people.I mean its impossible to do so and these people understands you trust me .they sended you the gifts to make you guys happy and most importantly to THANKYOU for the beautiful content of yours. I hope you will get the idea .♥

  84. Vika Vikochka

    March 1, 2020 at 6:33 pm

    Subscribed to you channel after this video Jonna. Love from Canada 🇨🇦:)

  85. Teacher Qin Chinese fan

    March 2, 2020 at 6:22 am

    快点更新吧

  86. Susan Patterson

    March 2, 2020 at 4:39 pm

    If we were disappointed in you, honey, we would not be subscribed to your channel!
    We love you!!

  87. Susan Patterson

    March 2, 2020 at 4:43 pm

    People have designated mail openers. They sort the mail so you get the most important first.
    Send a YouTube thank you to everyone as you are now. That's fine!

  88. Susan Patterson

    March 2, 2020 at 4:46 pm

    Have your mail person date when each item comes in.
    Create a thank you letter that covers everything. Then you can add a personal statement if you want to.
    The Hebrews called those horns Shofars.

  89. Mare Miller

    March 2, 2020 at 10:42 pm

    It's totally OK that you aren't answering all the letters and gifts you receive with a grateful thanks. Your thanks in this video should suffice. Remember to be yourself and live like you want. Please be blessed

  90. Gaming Simulations

    March 3, 2020 at 3:49 pm

    Jonna please do not feel this way, its so sweet of you, but nobody here i am sure feels disappointed that you have not replied, i am sure many understand and the minority that dont, probably are just curious as to whether you actually received their letter rather than you replying to it. They all understand how busy you are and you cannot reply, that itself is a very understanding answer. I remember my friend saying to me years ago, "i wish you had of least replied just so i know that you received my letter". And i feel this si the same for many on here. What you do is a blesasing to us all and your a credit to Youtube. Just enjoy it as much as we enjoy you, your both awesome. We all love you Jonna. X

  91. Klaudija Ku

    March 3, 2020 at 6:46 pm

    Where this place at ? Someone tell me please 🌌🌅

  92. SunshineWitch Tarot

    March 3, 2020 at 11:06 pm

    The people who send you a letter, they are giving something back to you . You have already done your part giving them wonderful content. But if you want a tip: just say a thank you in the end of your videoes or just with a little text . 💜
    Blessed Be 💜

  93. Ирина Киселёва

    March 4, 2020 at 12:35 am

    I glad to meet you Jonna🙏💓

  94. Julia Owens

    March 4, 2020 at 10:37 am

    I watch your videos and feel as though I've been there before. I hope that makes sense to you.

  95. HURIMA

    March 5, 2020 at 2:34 am

    Можно снимать распаковки и благодарить здесь ☺️

  96. kiah wicheard

    March 5, 2020 at 5:48 am

    Where you live is beautiful! I havent travelled and really want to and i would love to visit around the area you live, it looks wonderful and watching your videos makes me feel so good. Noone is disappointed in you, everyone understands that one person cannot answer 100s of 1000s of letters and stuff! Just know that everyone appreciates your videos and to keep doing what you love❤

  97. B. Tolson

    March 5, 2020 at 2:25 pm

    How beautiful. Congratulations 🎉👏❣️ What an accomplishment. This was an aspiring vlog. The need to ground oneself to get the creative flowing. You are doing such a exquisite thing.

  98. Soiree Noir

    March 7, 2020 at 3:25 am

    Amazing person, and incredible videos! Thank you Jonna, for sharing all your inspiring thoughts and your beautiful life with so many of us that really need this, it always comes at the right time. Nanook melts my heart. Thank you for sharing him too!

  99. Experiment 626

    March 7, 2020 at 5:47 am

    You’re the purest person I swear. Mother Nature is blessed to have you in her presence.

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